What I'm trying to do with this blog

I tend to overwhelm people and over share but I still feel the need to communicate so I'm going to try to do that with this blog. A lot of the time communication that I will be putting on here will be thing I want to say or have said to someone of face book.

Most of the people I know don't know or care about the things I do so I might have some of that mixed in.

I try really hard to get facts right and I'm really hard on myself about it. I'm not good at writing or spelling ect.

I have extreme political views and extreme views about most thing but I have bipolar so a lot of that changes with my moods.

I know a lot about a lot different of things I'm curious about most things and I like random facts. I don't like lying so I'll try to be as honest as I can. I see misinforming people and the spreading of ignorance to be harmful to the world. But if it is something that's commonly believed by experts at the time I will try to keep it in as a fact that was historically believed at the time and try to make a knew post noting the change.

Copy right; as an arts I do understand copy right but I will be using images that I will not know origins or the arts if I know who to credit I will try to give the names ect.

Most of the time I write at night cause I can't sleep so all kinds of mistakes will be made I will try to fix them if I see them but a part of me see mistakes as being more honest so if it's a little thing I may not fix it.

It should be noted that I will be putting things the I have written from a long time ago as well if I have the date I will try to back date it so keep that in mind.

It should also be noted what the era and time I am making this, the place and the point of view I have as it adds the context and environment that I live in. I'm from the state of Arkansas located in the southern part of the United States of America.

I'm a a liberal that leans towards Democratic Socialist I am surrounded by a lot of conservatives.

I am ill a lot and am on SSI for now and it's hard for me to get out. As of now I have been diagnosed with dyslexia, bipolar, gastroesophageal reflux diseaseor GERD, chronic headaches (I think it may have something to do with sensory processing disorder), migraines, autism spectrum disorder.

It was really hard to get tested for autism spectrum disorder as an adult as it is seen as something that shows up in childhood in the USA but they weren't testing for it when I was growing up and they are only now understanding it more fully the symptoms in women and girls they only started to understand them in the past year or so.

I alternate between being an atheist and a kind of vague belief in the Supernatural and mysticism astrology, Tarot, order to the universe kind of thing.

I know a lot about Greek mythology so if I pray, I pray to one or more of them, I like that they aren't hiding that they are fucked up and yes I know that Greek mythology is super sexist fatally so but I like that it Compartmentalizes what they do, one god of the arts, sex ect. and I don't know that much about other mythologies cause of the Eurocentrism of my education as I don't read well or understand other languages,

cause if I believed in one all powerful god I would be really mad at them all the time because you know a lot of the things in the world like victims having PTSD ect.

And I'm living in an environment that is almost all Christian that believes that every one has to be Christian and in less they see or are told otherwise assume that every one around them is one.

There is a lot of culturally conditioning, racism, sexism ect. that I have I have to work to over come in myself and that I am dealing with in my community made both consciously and unconsciously. I will make mistakes and may even be hurt full at times I will regret it and feel bad about it but will most likely keep the post as it is honest at the time it was made and I'd like to show my growth. If I'm asked to take something down I will look at it and try to make the best decision I can at the time I will try to note that I have taken something down and try to say why.

Well that's all for now hopefully this will help me, and if it ever helps anyone else bonus.