Invisible

I am invisible

People do not see or know me

I, like us all have hidden deepest to my soul

We all have iner lives that most people don't know anything about

And to believe that others lack iner thoughts and feelings

Then that is Dehumanizing them

The invisible self

May very from person to person

but we all have something

Just because other people's iner world is different than yours doesn't mean it is bad

I think our iner worlds really matter a lot

But I have a large one

With all kinds of thoughts and ideas that I keep to myself

I love facts and learning

And the more I learn the bigger my iner world gets

No one can see that part of me

I do try sharing parts of it with people

With varying levels of success

Some are amused by it

And some love me for it

But most often people get angry at me

As if my vary being is some how an affront to them

So to me feel invisible can feel freeing

Who am I writing to

Mostly to myself

If my best friend feels like it she can choose when or if she wants to know what is going on in my iner life

But mostly when I share anything on line

Because it is sharing my iner life and thoughts

I just feel invisible