Using my words

I don't think I am that good telling people whats going on with me so I keep trying using more and more words seeing that they don't seem to understand so I keep going. At times the more I talk the less they seem to understand. I think that's why I try to make art cause it a way to not use words or write cause I'm not good at the ether. I can talk so I just keep talking thinking at some point I will magically get better at it. I keep trying most likely because I need other people to tell me things because I just don't know a lot of thing.