When I was a teen I wanted to grow up to be a hermit

That reminds me that when I was a teen I wanted to grow up to be a hermit now I am afraid of becoming one. As a teen I know that I just could deal with people in a way that made them or me happy. Most people do bother me but I bother me too some times more then other people. The right people can make life better, even if some alone time is this needed. To be truly alone would be bad for me.